I have had to live with stress my whole life. The only thing you can do is say I am strong enough to get through this whatever the situation may be. There are organizations out there that will help you. I have been through being bashed up by an old boyfriend, 6 bushfires Moved to the Country NSW not thinking the last thing in the world FLOOD. I was trapped with my new puppy on my own with a can of spam and a can of sardines. Two things I hate in the world The dog got that Had no car and even if I did could not get down the road flooded. Made sure in future I always stocked up on essentials. Bought a generator and since then have had a lot of tragedy in my life. Lost two partners to cancer. Just when I was picking myself up had a terrible accident with a B-Double semi-trailor head on 100 klm an hour Spent two and a half months in hospital. Life throws things at you and that is when you get stronger and better. If you fold you're not letting other people down but yourself. You are the main person to satisfy and be proud of. Love Lynxx