I was once a strong person and nothing could keep me down until I had surgery that went horribly wrong and surgeon was very negligent .
Through a simple operation to remove a gallbladder he also removed a umbilical hernia , put in a recalled mesh and stitched it to my small and large bowel loops. This caused serious infection . I had more surgery to remove mesh and lost my whole umbilicus and some abdominal wall. Infection was really really bad.
I now suffer chronic nerve pain and severe depression, my psychologist told me today the depression wants to make me sad and keep me down , my gosh I am trying hard to fight it but what I have to get through to my head is I'm alive . There is always someone who is suffering more.
My daughters best friend since they were 12 and they are now 34. Was diagnosed with cancer in her leg the day before my daughters wedding the 4th June this year.
She received radical chemo and lost all her hair quickly , she became very sick and very tired . She has basically been living in the Chris O'Brien's lighthouse at RPA Sydney
They told her Sunday night that they wouldn't operate to remove the tumour , her only option was amputation .
Monday they removed her leg right up to her hip including part of her hip. She has been told there is a 40 % chance the cancer has spread through her bones. This is a fast moving cancer.
She is 34 with 3 young kids including an 8 month baby.
So when I'm feeling sick and feeling depressed and feeling tired and feeling like life isn't worth living . I'm thinking I have lived for nearly 62 years and 58 of those were amazing .
What I'm trying to say whatever you are going through , you are not alone , reach out there are great people on here who really do understand